Summer breezes intrude on an early spring.
Summer lungs and air-puffs,
expelled from the swollen throat of expectation,
expectations, and so much promise
For you,
And me,
And us.
Summer sun and summer skin,
exposed and shining,
an open book of sorts.
Flowers blooming, greedily awaiting busy bees and hummingbirds-
such an awaited occasion,
And so rushed, too.
A delicate stem envelopes your finger and you say yes.
Well, of course, yes.
Summer settles for no less,
even though its only - simply - spring.
i'm still in dizzy love
i curl up to you and the fabric of your clothes becomes the four chambered heart
where to nest, i wonder?
where to take root?
i breathe in the blood of this
and i'm just okay
i'm going to be-
we're going to be
o k a y
eighteen years old
bathed in "not yet"
clothed in uncertainty
perfumed with pinpointed doubt
primped with "time will tell"
and when time speaks, it'll be grand
your mother will be proud, finally
and curiosity will die out
as you take your desk job
hungrily
starvation,
and a touch of "what now?"
what now?
stewed in "what's next?"
boiled in boredom
seasoned with repeated sufferings
and served with indifference to self
and when a stray stars light
breaks through your concrete tower
will your heart move?
will your feet march out of step,
damn it, for once?
and find their way to the path
the Narrow, Haggard path you've
dreamt about
lied abo
The paths I consider I look upon hesitantly
I know of their ragged teeth and garrish ways
I want to be intact when I arrive there
when I arrive to a place called Contentedness
and I'll see You
You'll hold me and say "It's over
Don't worry any longer, you're already worn thin
The last thing you need is a paper-width
breakdown."
I'll stay enveloped in your rest, wishing for a life inert with You
Continue?
Sometimes I'll sit in this room and scale it's high, pensive ceilings with my voice: "Why?"
The room shakes a bit but it is now prepared; I won't be jarring it this time. "Why?"
The four walls ponder. How can they escape that question? A leak, a fissure in the floor materializes.
"Why?"
The walls decide, one by one, to slip out of that sliver of a hole. Three walls left. Two walls left. "Why?"
I am left staring at a singular wall, its paneling abrasive, familiar. I reach out(it shivers); "Why?"
And I'm left with the unforgiving floor again.
I'm still deciding on if I want to make a new account, or to just revamp this one. Most of my old stuff has been scrapped. You're advised to ignore it, as I joined dA when I was 12 LMAO
Ya know.. I never thought this would happen, but I'm dreaming up character story lines again! Well, fan characters, but characters nonetheless! I'm remaking my accounts namesake- Aiki Miharu - for the better. asdfghjhfk I'M THRILLED YOU GUYS. ;w; Maybe someday I'll get inspired to work on my original story again.. But let's not get ahead of ourselves.
~imhappyplz (https://www.deviantart.com/imhappyplz)
I don't have a scanner anymore, but maybe crappy iPhone pictures will do. I've been drawing up a storm!! I'll experiment and maybe I'll actually post art soon. AGAIN, let's not get ahead of ourselves.
:iconurhappyplz:
This whole college student thing is good for the imagina
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1. I love Jesus!! He is my redeemer.. :love:
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Hey, I just drew you,
and this is crazy,
but here's anatomy,
so use it maybe?
XD I've been drawing a lot lately, and it reminds me that I have a lot more work to do anatomy-wise. :noes: Oh well. It's just been fun. :meow:
How are you?